I Live The Life Of A Dreamer

When I was a lad I lived me a life of a dreamer that had helped carry me through child abuse at the. hands of my mother 
But all I ever wanted was the love of my mother many  year's have gone by since my mother  passed 
on
But about two years before my mother died Helen had I had taken her a card and some gifts on her birthday 
She looked up at me and said  I don't deserve these for the way I treated you when you  were a kid
Many years passed since I was a lad but still live my life as a dreamer for now sadly Helen my lovely wife has passed on so I escape to my dreams taking my sweetheart Helen with me