I nearly had you...

all my pictures hanging on the wall
the freedom and innocence I see 
false smiles are shining again and again
friends and enemies is all I breathe 

with your empty eyes I just have a frame
no picture to serve me well
you tear my world and feel careless pain
stealing my heart for my soul to tell 

I never thought I'd get here
I'm fighting and nothing to fear
my emotions are setting a fire
I nearly had you, I was so near

what do I say to bring you back
I'm not saving you to be forgotten
I want to see you feel alive
I need to see you shine and blossom

closing to what I see and believe
positive thoughts of the woman I see
the cold weather or emergencies
I always see you and call out to you in my dreams

I never thought I'd get here
I'm fighting and nothing to fear
my emotions are setting a fire
I nearly had you I AM SO NEAR.....

what do I say for life to change       x