I Remember

I remember that day...the day the sun went away..the fluffy white clouds turned gray...the tears of angels danced on my face...the wind pulling my soaked shirt...the grass tried to make me comfortable..after I fell on my knees...grabbing the dirt in front of me...screaming out questions..."Why is this happening!? What am I gonna do!?"...questions I already knew the answer to..I felt as if I lost a brother...a father...a uncle...a cousin...a friend...water from my eyes bonding with angel tears..my soul is hurting..my number one fear...it finally happened...too soon for me..what do I do now? Who's gonna keep me company? Lift me up when I'm sad...smile that vivid smile that..that always makes me laugh...just when I was falling into the mental pitts of hell...I saw a light...white clouds as well...the angels finally got some tissues...warm wind became my new friend...I let go of the dirt..and tried to stand...and the sun...the sun spoke to me...he said..."It's okay baby.."..it was then I realized that I can conquer this...to overdose on happiness..to celebrate life...I remember that day...the day my grandfather passed away..