I saw a red scar

I saw a red scar
in the sky

a big scarlet eye
beyond the crumbling clouds

and it's watching me.

I can't turn
I can't run
my legs just won't move.

I saw a red rip
on the ground

a large carmine
hole pulling my feet.

And I scream and
not a word is being uttered
And I cry and
not a tear is running my dry
cheekbone.

Where am I?
What have I become?

A glittering black blade
always
seizes my thoughts
and
my thoughts are always 
seized
by a glittering black blade.

Whatever the point of view,
I'm already torn.