I THOUGHT I KNEW YOU...

I thought I knew you...?
Silly me...
I don't know how I'm supposed to feel...? 
When everything you've led me to believe isn't really real...
I thought I knew you...?
But now I can't believe a single word, the lying has become quite absurd...
What happened to you giving me your word...?
I thought I knew you...?
It seems apparently not...
All this crap I'm getting from you is quite frankly driving me mad...
I'm feeling quite ill in all honesty...
I thought I knew you...
But here you stand not giving a dam, hurting me any way you can... 
Everyday I'm trying still to understand...
Have you ever really been my man...? 
I get nowhere talking to you...
You make me feel stupid when I do... 
I thought I knew you...
It doesn't seem to bother you at all that my dreams you've smashed against a wall...
I thought I knew you...
Only to learn there's nothing inside while your having your best time leaving me far behind...
This isn't the first time I've been dropped by you when there's a bigger better deal you think for you...?
It seems to be a thing you do, a pattern I can now see...
I wish it wasn't so but with you opportunities before loyalty...
You knock back everything I say & do...
Everything about me has become a problem for you...
I thought I knew you...
The resentment in your eyes tells me I didn't have a clue...
The way you speak to me is disgusting too...
The disrespect hurts like hell as well...
I thought I knew you...
You fill me full of self doubt, telling me no one wants me about...
I'm crazy confused because I have no clue as to why you do the things you do only to me...
But still say I love you...
I thought I knew you...
I thought you was special too...
Heartless is what you become, make me feel like I'm nothing, no one...
I'm not gonna take you back this time...
I promise you...
I thought I knew you...
Now I see you never really knew me...