I Want To Be

Here I go

I'm always on my own

as one to the world

I'm so alone

I walk these streets without dreams

I cant even believe

I've falling so deep

I really can't begin to think

as I sink

I forget and my life starts to be a glance to what it used to mean

I just see myself being covered in dust

Being the one that throws it up

Coming back to bite me is a must

because in God I trust

As I work on the rust

inside and out

I will break out of these cuffs

and make my last stand against this war amongst myself

it will be devastating and innovating

I will lose and i will win

I just need to begin

Thats the hardest part

as much as my heart can take

I will end this with a massive earthquake

shaking the bad right out of me

creating a man that i want to be