I will Awaken

I am two face
I will always be him
To live I create my own sorrow
To sleep I make my own discomfort
Steal lie and cheat is my mind
Protect love and forgive is my soul
I am who I am
Is that so bad
If all I desire is life
I am two face
I could’ve became anything I wanted
A man with an endless bank of talent ideas and passion
But the paths I’ve chosen have lead me far from my dreams
I am now chasing a single piece of bread and the last drop of water
I no longer lead my life with the courage of my brain but with the hunger of my tongue
Still my head is filled with adventures but is drowned out by the roar of survival
I’ve been mislead because of the surroundings I’ve called loved ones
Held hostage to the power of greed and comfort
Blinded by the need of others until I found myself stranded
Alone in a world so big and even within myself
But they shall never see my struggle
They shall never feel my pain
They will never understand what I have become
I am two face
I am strong
My will is never god driven
It is fueled with sorrow of my own doing
No one will control my fate because it is mine
This life I live Is chosen by my creator
My creator lies within trapped in an endless slumber waiting To be released
I am my own captain I am my own master
And believe me when I say this
Beware of my forthcoming wrath  for it shall to even shake the earth so big and bring fear to the false gods of this universe
Punish me now so tomorrow I can become
For I am two face