I wish you well. But I will never wish you happiness

 I wish you well But I will never wish you happiness
  I don't want to hurt you

  But yet I want to break you

  I don't want to let you go

  But yet I want to forget you

  I want to love you

  But yet I hate you with passion

  I want to forgive you for all that you have don't wrong to me

  But yet I want to see you suffer

  I wish you can take a journey through my head and see 

  just how you damaged my mind

  But yet I know that I am not you

  I want to stop crying and hurting over you

  But the wound is still too deep to feel okay

  I don't want you to matter to me anymore

  But yet we have history that will always tell its own stories about us

  I don't want to dream about you

  But yet you were all that I had and loved

  I wish I new better

  But yet I appreciate the lessons you have thought me about love

  I wanted you so bad

  But now I know that I was just an experiment and that you never loved me

  I want to be at peace and forgive myself

  But yet you still run my mind, as if it was still your property

  I hate you and wish I never new you at all

  But yet, I now know that life is not base on regrets

  I wish you well

  But I will never wish you happiness