I'd Feel Less Guilty

Nights a favorable emotion 

Comforting darknesses 

Mood of soul, 

Solitude 

In recliner chair 

Resting bones on the only furniture 

Within mansion mind. 

------Pushing companions 

Out of shadows, 

Shadows unfriendly dance 

Glare with looks could kill faces 

Laughs 

Echoing, in blackness surround sound; 

Thinking fills me guilty 

Feel me, full of empty 

Love 

To pit myself alone 

Through torturous depression, 

When........ 

I'd feel less guilty 

Chasing them away 

An excuse to all excuses 

Simply look at I, and run 

For fear or disgust 

Run! 

In any direction other than mine dark, 

Grinning more upon thoughts 

Accepts 

A little sun to shine through 

Souls window curtains 

Dimly 

Illuminate the mind.