My window pain

If I could change
I would change for the better
Like hoping for sunshine
Enstead of this stormy wheather
Don't get me wrong
I do love the rain
As I drift into these thoughts
Next to my window "pain"
Thinking good and bad vibes I endeavor
Like how she took advantage of my love
And so I let her
Go to the club
And Leave with a friend
she said nothing happened,
But I knew she was lieing there and then
I press my hands against the window
With a gut feeling this is real
Knowing when the rain drops stop
The sun shine light
For truth to be revealed
So before shit hits the fan
Like a man I must take a stand
And prepare for a change
With the worst yet to come
Outside my window pain..............