If I Told You

If I told you, I miss you
What would you do?
If I told you that people are driving me crazy
Would you do something to amaze me?
See, this distance we hold
Will not hand us gold
You are there, and I am here
Yet, I am wishing to hold you near
I feel lonely I feel blue
My heart is destroyed from the distance with you
I feel about to lose it all
I will shatter, when I fall
That, I will tell you right now
But, I will put myself back together, some way, somehow
My heart, feels prone
To being alone
I need guidance tonight
For you to hold me tight
But yet here I am, waiting for you
I thought this was something you would not do
I cannot be alone, I am drowning in despair
Drowning with passion, for the man over there
Because he is not here
Oh, how I wish to hold him near
Where is over there, I do not know
If only he would show
His handsome face
So this pain can erase
From my soul
Without him, I am not whole
When he is near I feel his love, but when he leaves
My heart does not know, what it believes
If he loved me he would not leave
Is what my mind is left to believe
But my heart over powers my mind
They say, true love is blind
Yes, that is true
Because I’ve become blinded by the love; given by you
You appear, to disappear
Still, I remain sincere
To you, you are still my man I love you
It is unfair, the things you do
To me, I wish you would see
That you can trust me
Yet, you believe in the words of others
Before you believe in those of your lovers
People live to destroy, you
To destroy me, I have already been through
Enough to say I am tough
My eyes have seen stuff
That many could not imagine, my skin has felt as much pain
As it would, standing in acid rain
Words, have made me lose it all
Pride, made me walk out ten feet tall
I have lost, I have gained
Memories of the lost, have always remained
Causing a lingering sadness
Rage, has brought me to complete madness
From betrayal to abandonment, I took each hard fall
God only knows how, I made it through it all
You must live through each pain to truly understand
How hard, I have worked to steady my land
So instead of feeling doubt
You should take a moment, to figure out
That I speak words of honesty
For you to simply doubt my loyalty
It will be a shame on you
If you become blinded to, my honesty with you
Due to the lies of others
Each heart discovers
Disloyalty in their lovers
But I hope you and I
Remain loyal, until we die
Together
So come back, and love me forever