If they only knew

If they only knew 
the thing I think 
of the thing’s,
I think aren’t 
true.
If they only
knew,
How much hurt
I’ve saved up
after years, and 
years of,
abuse.
If I only knew 
the way of
a new day,
I guess I’d 
think of a
way to
say.
It’s a new day
dawning,
I’ve paid my dues,
none the less,
finally over,
you...
~Deb