I'm Am Truly Lost Without Helen

I'm lost truly lonely without her and no not Which way I should turn
when you've loved someone as much I loved Helen
part you It dies along with them
Now all I want to do
Is run hide
hide from everything and everyone In life, the half me that now left behind
just can't live without 
her
​I fear the day may come
when cannot write any more
It the one thing left that give some purpose to my now lonely life
To keep Helen and her memories alive I hope pray
that there's enough time left
In my life, to tell our story of
our life together 
Maybe In years to come the story of our life will found and read again maybe through the 
wonders of technologies and every one will know of Helen and the loving wife she was to me.