I'm drunk again

Another hard days graft at work.
So I thought I deserved. 
To go to the pub for a bit.
And let the barmaid serve. 
Me a couple of pints,
I t3xt home, say I be back, a bit  late. 
I'm just gonna have one drink, 
Chat some shit with some mates.
2 an half pints down
and yes, I'm feeling quite nice.
I know my dinners gone cold.  
But now,
​​​​​​I aint got no appetite. 
Kinda ignoring her calls, 
Didnt charge, 
let the battery die.
I know what she's gonna say.
She just gonna ask me why?
 
Wats keeping u at the pub?
And
Why don't u bloody come home?
Or 
You're with some woman aren't you ?
Plus
Why don't u pick up your phone?
Honestly! 
She's got me wrong, 
Trust me! 
She just don't understand.
Cheating! 
That's just not in my plan.
Maaan.
I hate they way that she nags,
Fuck it!
Im'ma get half a gram...... 
....... Sniff
Whoosh!
There it goes up my nose
Fools me to think that im sober again.
Im no longer keeping a watch,
 
Of how much money I spend.
I take glance at my watch.
Where the time go?
It's nearly half past ten.
You better get one for the road,
Is wat i got told by my 'friend'
Damn! 
Ive Started slurring my words,
 
My legs no longer steady.
I splash my face with cold water.
Now I feel like I'm ready.
 
To take the long trip home.
Jus' about got sense, not  to try to pretend. 
Just .
Tell her I'm sorry my  love..
Forgive me.
Cos,
I'm drunk again.