I'm hurting but please stay

As his arms slick
around my waist 
Sending shivers down 
My spine 

As his eyes connect 
With mine 
Memories of the 
Hatred that they once held 
Burning my scalp my brain on 
Fire thinking of the past 

His glare so intense 
Making me want to squirm away out of 
His grip 
But I'm frozen

His jaw clenched 
From saying something that he 
Might just later regret
​holding in his anger 

His hold so fierce 
So tight 
So angry 

Tears fall down both my cheeks 
i cry ,

he sighes 
his grip becomes loose 
His arms now 
By his sides.

"Goodbye" he says 
His voice no longer hostile or angry 
tears well up in his eyes 
He turns around and walks away 
Not spairing me a second glance.

​​​​​​ "Please don't go" i whisper not loud 
but he heard and froze before walking away for ever.

​​​​​​Caitlin Jane Quintin

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