I’m not fine
Tears dropping one by one
Praying this pain would be gone
I really can’t do this anymore I’m done,
I think the demons in my head finally won,
What is this feeling of wanting to cry all the time,
What is this feeling of wanting to die all the time,
And soon Imma commit a crime
Soon i’m gonna end this pain
Soon I’m gonna shoot bullets through my brain,
Now I’m standing in the rain,
Hoping I can catch the train,
The train that’s gonna bring me to the other side
Where hopefully things will be better than real life,
I constantly have to hide,
My head’s constantly thinking just take that knife,
End it all! End it all right now!
And I just don’t understand how,
How can I live one more day,
But killing myself isn’t the right way,
at least that’s what people say,
And with this poem, I think I’m finally admitting that I’m not okay.
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wow!! that was super good, but deep
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