I'm So Sorry

How could this happen--It's been so long,

I've waited and waited--I try to stay strong,

Is it all for nothing--Worthless it feels,

The moments and memories--I think of them still,

In all of my years--They were the best,

I thought it was real--Now merely a test,

Nothing compared--'Nor ever will,

Nothing can replace--'Nor ever fill,

I'm stuck in that moment--I can't move on,

I remember the love--I remember the songs,

I wish you could feel--What my heart does,

I'd give it to you--Just because,

To be by your side--And stand thru it all,

To be your best friend--There if you fall,

The thought of you gone--Hurts me inside,

You are my world--That thought makes me cry,

I know that your time--Is growing short,

I curse that thought--I will not support,

Someone as pure,beautiful--And kind as you,

Cannot be taken--This cannot be true,

I pray for long life--Though we are apart,

My life for yours--Shine on with your spark,

You are the only woman--I truly ever loved,

You are my breath--My strength from above,

I love you in this life--And even the next,

My love will live on--Though our ship has been wrecked,

Tossed out at sea--And washed up on shore,

For you I will wait--You will come I am sure,

And if you don't--Still I will care,

I give you this promise--I will always be here,

We still have time--I wish you could see,

I'd take what i could get--Every second we breathe,

I'll never forget--While we are still alive,

And into the graves--That day we die,

Forgive me please--I know we can be,

Together forever--I am so sorry.....A.R.M.