I'm Sorry

~~I’m Sorry
I made my decision and I have to live with the fact that I couldn’t have been more wrong.
I try to hide the fact that I’m hurting, but I know it showing because right now that I’m not that strong.
I thought to myself, I’m smart and beautiful, so I know everything for me will be alright.
I knew that wasn’t true because I sat up contemplating all day and crying all night.
This heartbreak is really killing me, it feels worst than tortuous physical pain.
Without you in my life I swear I’m about to go insane.
It’s beginning to feel like since you’re gone my life has no meaning
I feel like I’m an addict, but instead of drugs, it is you that I’m feening.
If you never speak to me again, I’d be so hurt, but I would understand.
All I can do is cherish the memories of when you were my man.
I pray in time you take me back or at least accept my apology.
If you don’t just know that from the bottom of my heart I mean this, I’m sorry