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I'm trying to be strong

I cry myself to sleep every night,
You tell me to look at the side that should be bright.
But for me there is no bright side,
My mind just told me you lied.
Iā€™m really trying to be happy,
But I cant help stop feeling so crappie.

I donā€™t want to be depressed,
Iā€™m really doing my best,
Its just too hard to be strong,
But in my mind, everythingā€™s wrong.
I can fake a smile,
But thatā€™s only for a while.

Sometimes it takes too much energy,
Because my mind is my worst enemy.
Iā€™ve tried to fight it,
But itā€™s something I canā€™t hit.
Want to be a normal teen,
But I donā€™t even know what that mean.

Iā€™m fighting my mind,
But I canā€™t fight something I canā€™t find.
I need to be better,
Cause Iā€™m afraid Iā€™ll write the letter.
But Iā€™m going to be strong.
Until nothing is wrong.
is wrong.

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al Bikaadi

Wow, sounds like a massive internal battle. It's hard to trust when the walls of Trust City have broken down. I always put myself in the position of the one who also breaks people's trust from time to time. Once the damage is done, without help from a higher power, neither the victim nor the perpetrator can rebuild that wall without divine help.Ā 

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janigaa vijayakumar

yeah exactly. it's nice that somebody understand. thanks for the comment, i really appreciate it :)

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Being Me

Inner turmoil is difficult to cope with. Teenage years are often filled with angst of some kind or another. It is good that you can write about it, and so eloquently too. Have faith that things do get better eventually x

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