I'm writing my obituary my friend . ( my words shall be the end.)

To the reason of reasoning
For the good of all good, the ones who stood by me when no one else would, to the start and the beginning, right to the very end

I'm writing my obituary my friend

To the ones who kicked me down,
Turned a smile to a frown
Did you ever think of the fall
As i hit the ground
Its a long way up towards the face i used to be,
A deep a dark hollow between the endless breaths of the sea

I'm writing my obituary
You see

A loving heart of pure devotion
With every part of my living notions
Drowning in the cruelest rotation
Beneath the rippling tide
Glad you were apart of my life
To kick me when I'm down
Turn my smile to a frown
I'm now falling up
Won't meet you halfway down

I'm writing my obituary my friend

A world of make pretend i see
Never truly knowing thee
A shallow world to be
So confused with empathy
Throwing stones that make
Me bleed a word of kindle strife
Cut the stings and set it free
Sailing the ship's at night

I'm writing my obituary
Beneath the blacked sea
Upon the pillow in the clouds you shall remember me

I'm writing my obituary for it is my final words you hear
The word of bitten tongues
A word you shall hear clear
For in vision my minds decision to get the hell out of here
To escape within the sun
Your torment overcome

I'm writing my obituary my friend

Escape the middle of play pretend
My words shall stay behind
A loving notion combined
To a letter or note be undivided
Or burn a page or two
The end of my life in word of loving truth

I'm writing my own obituary
For the world to see
The pain upon the infliction is desperately killing me
I shall not die with anger or loose eternal sleep
For the rotten hand was felt
By you not destiny

I'm writing my obituary in hopes you all can see
I leave behind a message of your own inflicting strife
I shall die with dignity
I loved, i loved my life

I'm writing my obituary
For you can't change my words of heart nor touch my inner soul
Clamming no innocence
Just loving life my role

Nothing can break me now i have wings to fly
To die in death of old age, or sickness never questioning why
It wasn't your cruelty that takes this life
Though you caused such strife
Resting on the sharpest blade you never took my life

I'm writing my obituary for all the love i have
Seeking now the silence of those crippling tongues the best friends I've ever had.

I'm writing my obituary my friend
My words shall be the end.