IN MY MIND

Poems here poems there
Here they are, my thoughts I share..
Words that come and words that go
Write them down for all to know..
Look inside to see what's there
Like them not I do not care..
Glimpse inside for you might find
A hint of you there in my mind..
Coded secrets that I might share
I'll keep it simple I'll keep it fair..
A time a place I've held on to
Once of him and once of you..
Scribbles from a frazzled brain
Was light then dark then pouring rain..
Faces come faces go
Up so high then down so low..
Memories bring the past to life
A child a girl a happy wife..
Seeing things I shouldn't see
Stuck in there the memory..
Pen to paper write it down
Mental block I start  to frown..
Staring at a page so white
Eyes get sore turn off the light..
Crumpled papers on the floor
Done for now I close the door..
Crawl into bed and close my eyes
Haunted visions of sad goodbyes..
Dreamed the dreams I always do
The one with him and the one with you.