Incoherent She

You give me a reason to laugh, until now, I could only cry.
You give me a reason to live, until now, I’ve praying to die.
You give me a reason to smile, for until now, I only frown.
Love from you, a life preserver, from now on, shall never drown?

You believe in me, when no one else will?
I believe in myself, because you dare believe in me.
You are my now, my should’ve been, butsadly my never will.
My Love is unconditional, yet your flaws reflect badly on WE.

Evenings, alone, I yearn for your touch,
Unaware I was capable, of loving someone so much.
I believed ours was a love that coould never fatham defeat.
Now, My hope, dreams, & future mark only by a footnote in 1 Score & 5 years of deceipt.

The words I speak, you refuse to heed.
Your constant betrayal, give me  little to reprieve.
My love, my affection ,your darkness sours them and easily rejected.
While devouring my soul, leaving me heartbroken, lost & dejected