Inner me

My scars and stretch marks
define me, 
You may find it legendary, 
For they each tell a
tale or path 
I've walked on
Those stormy nights

The changes I've noticed
And the thoughts 
I have overgrown 
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But these permenant tattoos 
engraved on my body
make me cover up,
because I'm ashamed
you might not want me

I watch you from a distance 
embracing those other girls

I wish that was me, 
but sometimes I tend to curl
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