Insecurity

I'm more than
Invisibility
There's another side of me
I don't let most people see
Because of insecurity

I wish I was made
Differentially
I wouldn't have
So much stupidity
And I'd feel the love of
Somebody

But I hide my
Personality
So they can't make fun of me
So they don't have anything to see

The only thing
Is there's a bigger probability
That I won't ever feel free,
Because of insecurity
I'm afraid to be me

I feel so ugly
Because that's what
People have told me
So I grew up lonely

I wish I knew
Beauty
Because
I see everybody
And wonder how
They're made so perfectly

I'm left here
Dangerously
With my insecurity

I don't even know
What's inside me
So how can I get free

What is
Invincibility
I don't have a clue
Because I'm afraid
To show the real me
Due to my insecurities