iNsiDe mY hEaD

ββββwHy kiLL mE goD
BeFore i'M dEAd
foR arE you noT
thE kindest soUL
AnD I can't Let iT
gO UnsaiD
WHy dRop mE iN tHis
bLAckesT hoLe
whY Kill Me goD
bEfoRe I'm DeaD
WheN aLL mY tRusT
wAS plaCeD iN yoU
bUT noW mY HeaRt haS
shUt it'S dOOr
tO LoyalTies
oF LonG beFoRe
WHy KiLL mE GoD
bEforE I'm dead
FoR arE yoU NOt
ThE kiNdesT sOuL
aNd I can't let iT
gO uNsaid
βββfOr DeaD I Live
iNsiDe mY heAd
M P 15/2/22
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Miss MARION!!......you are amazing!!........LOVE & ROCKETS!!......T xoΒ : )
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So many feel this way.Β
But not many are as open and honest about it.Β
Your very cool love.Β
This poem resonated with me.Β
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Hi Liliana...I am always screaming at god, wondering if he exists, if I exist, if we exist....and if so...why?...why the suffering. My mind is a whirlpool,Β and I just write what I feel at any given time love. I know some get offended and I'm sorry about that but I don't write for popularity I write because I genuinely struggle with the bigger picture...plus it saves the men in white coats a journey if I empty my head on paper instead πΒ
thanks so much x
I found that reading my bible morning and night has truly helped me through dark times .. for me the lockdown was a blessing, as it brought me back to God. I was waiting over two years for my appointment to see a psychiatrist ( ptsd) it still hasnβt been made. However now I donβt need one , because I had one all along (God) I pray you see better days, and let God soften your heart once more. ππ
Ah bless you...I'm glad you found god love...he is obviously of great comfort to you as the system has let you down. For myself, it is god himself who has let me down, still, I'm trying hard to make sense of the senseless
hugs to you x
PS...I read loads about NDE's...near death experience on YouTube and in books...they can be very comforting also x
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