Inside my head

My minds in a vortex of thoughts. No matter where or when it ends I'm never going to be alright. It feels like I'm falling and there's no end to the abyss below me. Will there be anyone to catch me when it finally comes to an end? I'm crazy. Insane. I will never be what people want me to be. I'm not good enough. I have these thoughts going a million miles through my head. It never ends. It will never bring me to peace. Only sadness. Depression. Am I sane, or is the destruction of the world taking over my sanity? Am I whole or am I scattered in tiny glass like fractals of emotions and anxiety. Lots of thoughts that can' be forgot. A lot of decisions to be made. A lot of questions to be answered. But the biggest question is who am I and why am I like this?