INSIDE THE OVERWHELMED DOMAIN

this heart is heavy, chest pain screams while it pumps extra fast
inner tremors consume the days, always seeming to forever last
the thought of being around people leaves an uninviting energy  
don't want to keep the head up, no will to operate inner synergy
exhausted from built up tragedies as time and age continues to move on                        one thing after the next, too much room for error, everything goes wrong                       words of inspiration have no effect, it's worse than talking to that brick wall                             no motivation to stand again, no passion to break this dominating fall                                fast paced & busy environments leaves anxiety to over boil and brew                            calm days migrated into less, happier days come far and way too few                             but this is just from the inside, and so the physical shall be of mention                              this body is old before it's time, it's full of aches and amplified tension                            constantly tired just by being awake, functioning with years off broken sleep                     hit the snooze, crap! it's time for a new day and so follows a inner weep                         bones, joints and muscles attack the existence mostly all of everyday                            burn, cramp, sharp & shooting, overpowering this shell in every way                                barely able to cope with the inside, yet forced to endure with with outside too                 don't remind that others have it worse, it's why i am me and you are you                     People deal with the very emotions they own, individually in their own way                     there's no interest of being informed on how i should feel or what i should say                 mentally melted where inspiration has no surface & the soul is overtaken by pain              the life seems to drift slowly and dies living inside the overwhelmed domain

ameriah debian 

7, Jan 2014