into the spaces missed

i always wanted to love to the song of your choice
as you remembered never lost  as us
only you and i know

i always wanted to live in peace and within you as love
even as to the now
as alone as i am .....as me
so look in a rememberance of you

i always wanted more time to fix time
as time is all 
to you and i can be then

i always wanted love
i always wanted 
life with you

now i questioned my wants and my love 
but ... you never showed

as i love
i understood
there is no you
and i 
but only love you as love 

now it creeps into my deeper places
only you can understand 
and i never can forget

listen well
listening to your now
as i sit too
with you as my love
never in regrets
for it was love only you and i knew