It was you
More often I find myself looking at u in such hurt and disgust ,
Unsure how u can destroy me with ur hurtful words n not even b fussed ,
I'm even more disgusted in myself coz I'm allowing it to be this way,
By remaining a contender in this painful game u play,
Often I try to pour it all out in hope you will finally see,
All the hurt and damage loving u has caused me,
Thing that gets me the most is only moments after u have me in tears,
u put ur arms around me and abuse the words "I love u "so that the problem disappears...
And in these momentz U have weakened me im struggling to much to cope
Now you'll realize ur hurtful ways r to blame it just like U passed me a rope!
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welcome to Cosmo!..............................................................................Jim
Thanks I havnt been on Cosmo for quite some time however I did put one previous poem in 2016 ... It was quite a personal write , it was at one of the lowest points in my life.... I would love any feedback on it ... Search reaching out by Celeste giles .... I published it in hope that it would get me the help I needed and it done just that I'm now almost five years clean and wouldn't have been were I am without this site ....
This line is key! We sometimes allow others to get away with too much. If we are too kind we get hurt because others then think it is okay to treat us indifferently, badly even. But it is hard when we love someone. Having said this, do not be disgusted with yourself, by the sound of it you have nothing to be ashamed of unlike "him". An excellent heartfelt write that I am certain others will relate to x
Thanks really appreciate the feedback
LIFE IS TOO SHORT TO SPEND WITH PEOPLE WHO TREAT YOU LIKE DIRT. THEY WANT THEIR CAKE AND TO EAT IT TOO. THEY WILL NEVER CHENGE THEIR WAYS. YOU DEREVE A LOT BETTER.