It's Dark Inside *My Darkness Challenge*

Washing over my walls like waves over sand,
Peeling back layer after layer until you are stripped raw,
The pain inside is so hard to fight,
Its like I have a tsunami inside,
I wave of anger that I have to hide.

Raw emotion and instinct taking control of my senses,
Its too loud, even though it’s quiet,
Its too bright, even though it’s dark,
Its too hard, even with all the shoulders to lean on.

Swirling and bubbling in a frenzy to escape,
Bursting forth from the walls they were trapped in,
Rushing out in an uncontrollable wave of emotion.

A black hole rips through my soul,
Dragging all those innocent feelings down,
A void in my heart, waiting for a love that will never return.

Fly to heaven and never return,
I will walk through hell and come back for you,
Right now I am possessed,
Wild,
Furious,
Raw,
Brutal,
And always alone.

Demons on your shoulder,
Fear, twisting your mind,
Rage, twisting your soul,
Hope, telling you lies and breaking your heart.

Didn’t I say never again?
I though I told you don’t come back,
Anger will have his way,
Grief, leave me, don’t come back.

Rumbling earth,
Quaking mountains,
Endless pits opening before my eyes,
Like an earthquake shreds the earth,
Anger shreds my heart,
And love is shredding my soul,
Slowly and calmly, piece by piece, until I am no more,
A Lonely Broken Soul.

My chest becomes tight,
I can barely breathe,
My face is flushed,
My eyes flooded with grief,
She brings back those memories,
Pinpricks of light amongst the midnight blanket above us called sky,
I have picked a hard fight,
Tsunami to Hide,
Earthquake inside.