It's time to let you go.

It's time to let you go. The thought of not loving you Anymore makes me sick to my stomach, But reality is dying to live And wilting like Flowers in the sun You were the only one Life now has much to give Lost is the pieces of love You left behind Tied to those memories Binding my heart To the pain You are the hole in my heart That is now filling with life again The thoughts before your death To be your wife Shocked in transmission Life now To live my mission Holding back no more A door is open my love For me A path so clear Remembering all the years You weren't near Broken mess i carried inside Just a traveler With out my pride Dreaming those nightmares To be your bride Just floating along the riptide Drowning in momentum Your breath frozen Like ice My living became My sacrifice Not knowing who i am Without you But always just little me Never facing the reality that you were gone Simply holding on Rest now as i let you go It must be dark Floating in limbo I'm sorry i couldn't let you go The only love To confine my heart A ghost Of the present and past Free to fly at last Yes it will hurt And I'll have to mend But loving you I shall never pretend Your heart stopped beating It was meant to be the end My soul is stained It was me who carried you In the end Now letting go So you can fly Up towards the castle of grace Within the heavenly skies You i will always remember My first true love It's my time now to let you go And find myself again Let life in Watch those flowers grow I'll always love you But today I let you go. William.P 1980-2000. R.I.P. Goodbye love. I need my forever back to live See you on the other side.
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Dear Poetess Nardine Sanderson,
Excellent write, thanks for sharing, My applause, my love, my vote
Regards & Love
WILLIAMSJI MAVELI
Extraordinary write Nardine!!.....wow!.........I dont't have words Big Sis!!..........it's one of the most honoring writes I've ever read........truly lovely my friend............."You are the hole in my heart, that is now filling with life again!!......." ....beautiful..............T xoxox
Thank you my brothers williamsji, and sweetie pie tony, this is exactly what i needed, release
a weight has been lifted today, everything is different , life holds more promise and clarity, i just couldn't see before now,
tony you've been on my mind, i hope all went well, I'm so glad to see you here with your beautiful upbeat energy, love you heaps sweetheart, your sis nardine xoxo
Heya beautiful rose, he had a tender heart of gold, never a bad or unloving bone in his body, the hurt was him dying and leaving me here without him, i still love him strongly as the day we met, I've written many poems to him, hes not coming back, it's time to live my life again, I've found so many pieces of myself this year i thought would never exist again, i have healed in so many ways, but the realization that he is gone, and no one is going to be the man he was, or love me the same way is my moving on and letting go,
a weight has lifted today, things are altered in my life, everything seems so peaceful right now, i can't explain it, but I'm finally feeling like I'm Free from the ghosts of the past that have been trapped inside for so long eating me alive, love you heaps beautiful girl, nardine xoxo
Thank you sweetie pie, i do appreciate your loving words, always
love you heaps xoxo hug's beautiful rose xoxo
This is real nice I love the deep rhythm going on here. Touching, yes indeed, as I was reading I felt the true impact in this piece. Glad to know you can now be at peace with yourself. For their is life to be lived and a future to be born. OneLove
Thank you Jesse , indeed xoxo love and hugs nardine xoxo