I've trusted him

Desperately I need my pen
I need to cry,to shout,to scream
To liberate my tears and release my pain
With all my heart I've trusted him 
Oh dear me !how can you trust a man?
My heart was a virgin book
I see the world from his eyes
I hid no secret from my early days
Without warning he's decided his action
Leaving me with doubtful questions?
What he meant ,what was his intention 
Whatever it was,without paying attention
He left a deep scar on my soul
Without caring about who's been left broken hearted
Forgive me love!i was mistaken
my best dream shouldn't be a person
No one deserves my heavy tears
Why should I care about flower
If all what I could harvest is thorns?
Even though it was tough
Cheers my lord you taught me a hard lesson
To be prepared for the hardest day
No one will accompany you under the ground!