J.O.K.E.R

James is my name and the joker card is my 1 card game. Others think they understand my plight, understand my pain.
Keep the good luck and banish the bad, keep on smiling and be a good dad. Eternally for my kids I’ll always be here, no longer the joker card that I fear.
Reality sinks in, my past is where I’m truly from, my god I hate this feeling of just hanging on! 
J.O.K.E.R!