Just a friend

Im bout to go meet this boy right now.

I just sneak right out the house.

Smoke a little.

Drink a bit.

But nothing, nobody knows I do yet.

But hes caught feelings for me.

and I don't want that.

And ill be leaving soon.

Leaving behind what could've been.

I don't think Im leading him on.

But his friends think so when they realize hes gone.

We go to an empty house or my uncles down the street.

Everyone thinks were doing something, Like the nasty.

But im not that type of girl.

I just want a friend.

Someone to talk to.

Someone to trust.

Is it really that much?