Just Say It

I can 
if I wanted to 
continue with my thoughts of you
If you only knew the
The things I think about
I'm  almost convinced that you'd look at me differently 
Maybe you would be in agreement 
Or maybe even be against it
I should stop, I know
That's what my conscious tells me
But I don't wanna listen to her 
Cause she's the same one that created the 1st one
the second
the Third 
And so on and so on
I live in my thoughts
Whenever your in my head
And right when i think Ive
Moved on
Or moved past
There you go again 
Finding your way back into that space belonging to that spot
That only you are allowed to claim
Even if im not giving in
Or giving to 
All that goes in my head 
I can't assume 
That you would entertain it
Even if I choose
To enlighten you and open the door
So you can hear for yourself 
And possibly  want to explore 
So 
I kinda wish you'd just ask
What's on my heart
And what's on my mind
Then I can just tell you
Instead of saying goodbye