Just when it seemed beautiful, it came crashing down.

Always wondered what the feeling was around her presence that sets my affairs in disarray. 
like the  earth around the sun, my world revolves around her.
speaking a thousand words hoping the universe carries the messages to her.
The moment comes, she right before my eyes but words fail me, and like a turtle i retreat into my shell.

Time flies, opportunities lost and like a volcano I erupt. 
Emotions all over, like the lava it burns all in its path, including the very bridge to her heart. 
Unaware of the deed, the smoke settles, followed by a cold chill, I realise she's lost to me.

In another life time,  there she is within my reach. 
It all was right as tho the universe wants it.
My feelings converge, all directed to her heart. 
she's mine!!! she's mine!!! i said to myself.
Took a leap of faith,  pressed my lips gently against hers,  she's not repulsive,  I press more, a kiss!!!  more kisses!!!.
Unknown to me it was a kiss of doom.

She stays calm, the night is near, we path ways .
She falls back to her abode and in that moment of peace,  it all came rushing,  feeling's hit hard. 
Shes forced to retreat in her shell, with the dawn of day she's gone, blow by the wind, finding myself alone again. 

Just  when it seemed beautiful,  it came crashing down.