Kill Me, Heal Me

I will melt away my grief, my sorrows,

my pain and my sins because every day the thought

of you still lingers inside my head and

making you into my coincidence was my biggest mistake. I never thought that fate and destiny could mean so much.

Until I, found myself trapped in this dark room with no bars,

no door, just a room as dark as night with no locks.

My hands and feet are both tied and my mind just went numb. Will I wake up in a different place or will I wake up as a different person?

I wish the thought of you could be deleted and thrown away and all that would remain are shattered pieces of the monster I became because without knowing I shouted "kill me" but the words slowly turned into "heal me."