left behind

RAP: I'm sitting wondering crying trying to find the reason why you never wanted to find me never tried never cried never wanted to buy me the fancy things, things in life so tell me, why am i not your ideal daughter cause i met Ariella i saw all the things you bought her. so imma stop trying to find you stop tryin stop cryin cause you never cared you were never there. I got my fatherly love from my mamas best friend he stayed never played i hope you meet him some day.
  CHORUS: Should i live or just wanna die?my daddy left me broke and left behind.All i wanted was to meet you. but there will never be a me and you.   RAP: Now my mama that's another story all the things i didn't deserve that she did for me and she got me what i asked for even what we didn't have the money for after all these years of living in pain i didn't have a fathers love to gain but i wanna thank you because all my life she was a mother and a father and she never left like you did and never stopped trying like you did you leaving brought us together like cupid.   CHORUS: Should i live or just wanna die? my daddy left me broke and left behind. all i wanted was to meet you but there will never be a me and you. A fathers love is something everyone should have without you i still got that.   RAP: In the end i wish you the best of luck even though child support didn't come never a buck. I care even though you never gave a fuck.