Lets Pretend

Lets pretend, that -
Haydens heart -
Was never up for rent...
That he never got a head start, that he never had any friends.
That he never got any sense to prevent his starting end.
A fucking colourful drive was his life in a pen.
A straight foward road might blind you in your step.
A head full of lead with a code encryption in my skin.
A little flipping with the pin will leave you dripping blood into the sink.
The stitches covered with vinegar, gives a little sting.
Just leave a little hint, with a flicker of damage in the pit.
So pretend I was a miscarriage that never existed ever since.
But im a Gemini, this depth is a rich stretched pearl.
Two brains would fit while I fake my death in this world.
You could call it a murder if it wasnt in my reach.
Roll up into a ball, pretending the soul is his preach.