Letter #1

I've been thinking about writing you this letter today, you kno, in my hopeless romantic I wanna hold n kiss u kinda way it seems to me lately you've been playing the fence well when it comes to us connecting the dots to each other's hearts like a constellation in the moon light I wait impatient I've never been so wrong yet so sure long lusting after an idea to b with my perfect match a burning desire falling flat nd on deaf ears naked with my heart exposed and bare feeling torn as a single tear rolls down my cheek I ask myself wht can't she see or is it me thts blind so then wht can't I see tht could make u believe you wouldn't b your happiest with me no time like the present I want to give myself as a gift to you to show u I will always b there boo always by your side ready to ride wrapped in your love whatevers inside only for your eyes to cherish and behold a friendship for all times but maybe thts too much to ask maybe I should jus b happy making you laugh cuz I'd hate to b the reason you cry a river killing me softly knowing you choose to b with others who ain't gonna try to bring out the best in you every relationship is a test in truth nd truth is elephant shoe better than nobody like my daughters always told me but back to me kissing and holding you tightly nightly for the rest of your life Queen about tht I'd never lie Queen cuz honestly that man I gotta b.