LIE

Suddenly I sat and realised again
What is life and where is the end
As if I was so different i couldnt blend.
Just like oil and water
My feinds and I were unable to mix
The wall between us were made up of bricks
As much as I tried to break the wall
It extended and extended and made much clear
My life would shortly just tear and tear

I had to lie to impress people
All my passions my likings were just for the show
The show I attented everyday just in the flow
Its called school and makes me uncormfortable
Not the looks, lies and fakeness of others
But everything i said to impress these motherfuckers
Going to school isnt as easy
You lie to everyone to get attention
Once you have freinds then due to trouble you stay in detention

I wish I could tell everything truth about myself
But the truth is that that I have this fear
People wont think I am as cool as I want to appear
Just clarify the human you know is not me
But if it means we can stay freind forever
Then my lies cant be caught just never
I hate myself for doing this to you
But I have to lie I have to strive
Because you are the key to my happy life