Life

The knife it gets deeper
and my life it gets steeper
suddenly the green that I inhale 
doesn’t free me from this jail
of a life
and my mental capability 
acts as a disability 
as it limits me from the vicinity 
of beautiful opportunities 
in life 
so I spend my late nights 
searching for alternate reality’s 
making love to galaxy’s 
my mind full of ecstasy
dying to find something that’s left of me 
in this god forsaken creation we call
life.