life and death

why am i fighting to live

when i am meant to die

if i left the world today

would any one cry

i pay to have life 

so is it really free

i could die right now 

and it still wouldn't be

why fight a loosing battle

I'll never win

not knowing who to trust

are you a friend

will you stab me in the back when i turn around

or will you be by my side when i enter the ground