life updates

Well… hi again
I’m going to start by saying sorry
for pretty much ghosting you
im figuring some stuff out
and I don’t know if I’ll keep writing on this platform

basically, my poems got flagged
by my school counselor 
and it got blown out of proportion 
(you can guess who)
so I’ve been dealing with that
and it’s just been a rough weekend
i don’t think I’m going to be able to keep writing
and I deleted a ton of stuff
because I don’t want to deal with it

I am doing really well though
ive found someone who heals my inner self
and keeps me happy, so that’s nice
he’s a really good person
and I’ve been busy but good

anyways, I still might write on here
just not as frequently, if at all
i didn’t want to ghost anyone 
but I needed a few days
and I figured that this was the best

in a perfect world, I would keep writing
it honestly makes me really happy
but it’s more trouble than it’s worth currently 
so

if this is the last time I write on here,
bye! thank you all for offering so much support 
I really appreciate you all
and I will miss this
so yeah
thats what’s happening 
im sorry, thank you, and bye for now!

(if you comment, I’ll try to respond 
so if you have any questions, I’m here)

-lex