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life updates

Well… hi again
I’m going to start by saying sorry
for pretty much ghosting you
im figuring some stuff out
and I don’t know if I’ll keep writing on this platform

basically, my poems got flagged
by my school counselor 
and it got blown out of proportion 
(you can guess who)
so I’ve been dealing with that
and it’s just been a rough weekend
i don’t think I’m going to be able to keep writing
and I deleted a ton of stuff
because I don’t want to deal with it

I am doing really well though
ive found someone who heals my inner self
and keeps me happy, so that’s nice
he’s a really good person
and I’ve been busy but good

anyways, I still might write on here
just not as frequently, if at all
i didn’t want to ghost anyone 
but I needed a few days
and I figured that this was the best

in a perfect world, I would keep writing
it honestly makes me really happy
but it’s more trouble than it’s worth currently 
so

if this is the last time I write on here,
bye! thank you all for offering so much support 
I really appreciate you all
and I will miss this
so yeah
thats what’s happening 
im sorry, thank you, and bye for now!

(if you comment, I’ll try to respond 
so if you have any questions, I’m here)

-lex

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Bernie Martin

Well - hi again. This was not what I expected to be reading. Though I shall undoubtedly miss your writing I understand completely why you are withdrawing. I wouldn't say you ghosted us. Reckon you are being a bit hard on yourself there. 
I'm glad you have found someone to heal your inner self. That is important. But it is also important you carry on writing, even if for the moment it's only for yourself. 
The Internet is great for developing contacts but it can also be a very dangerous place on which to express your thoughts. I know that only too well. 
I shall miss your poetry. You taught me a lot. I wish you only the best for your future and wouldn't be at all surprised to see you as a published writer some time in the future. Hope this is au revoir rather than goodbye. Take care. 

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starlight

Thank you, and I wish I could still do this all the time (which is not out of the question for in the future) but I really appreciate all your support. Thank you for being here since day 1.

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Bernie Martin

No problemo. Like I said take care and keep writing. 

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sparrowsong

Hello Lex...

Is that environment your only option?

They're on the bad side...

Research...

Hopefully, you'll find a better fit for you if it's not too late...

Come back as soon as you can...

Stay safe out there...

Thank you for sharing...

sparrowsong

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starlight

Thank you for supporting me, I really appreciate it. My plan is to come back to this someday and I hope it’s soon!

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