Life without light

I always fought,disagreed,lied with or about my mom I never let anything go until one night I opened my eyes and noticed my mom was sick I curled by her and she hugged me and said she love me but in my head how could she love me after all I've done I done I noticed that she did everything for me and I completely did nothing for her I realized how great it was to have a mother like her she loved me no matter what I did I was so thankful to have her then I thought I could make it up to her by helping her get better than she kissed my forehead and I said I will do anything for you after all you have done for me and then I quietly said sorry and she said I except your apology I slept by her and after

a month passed she was normal again then months later she died I thought I helped her and I did I'm glad I knew how wonderful she was and how great I loved her and now she knows and I will never forget her.