little light

You beat me down and I get back up. But there comes a point when it's all too much.

I'm tired and I'm broke and I lay here weak. With just fear and no hope all seems so bleak.

My tunnel is dark, no light at the end. Seeing no way forward no fix or mend.

So tired of crying that the tears have all dried. Don't wanna carry on every path has been tried.

How much easier it would be to give up life now. I just can't carry on as i don't no how.

But I stop and I think could I really leave him. The one brightest light on a world so dim.

He lights up my life when Im down so low. I love him so much. That one thing I know.

I can't let him go, though the easy way out. To shut out the world with a scream and a shout.

He deserves more and a mother I'll be. To my beautiful boy who again saves me.

First thing in morning and last thing at night. I must stay strong for him,its hard though it's right.

So when I feel low just I loo
k at my son. Push out my sadness and enjoy being a mum