Living The Dream

Shattered, my soul weeps
The pain, it seaps 
Through my veins
Causing bloody stains
To spread across my eyes
All I feel, all I hear are fucking lies
Waste of my precious time
Your  words created my crime
Sad but true
Is how,they all pity you
Soon, they won't feel bad 
For the man who lost, all he ever had
Your only intention, was destroying me
I was blind, could not see
Behind the mask, was a nightmare of a man to terrorize my soul
I lost everyone, laid trapped in a spinning black tornado of a hole
I truly swear
I never felt a care
From you
So I say this to you
I will put an end
To the lies, that you forced me to defend
They will all see behind closed doors
The true reflection, to the liar which everyone adores
I will open everyone's eyes
To the truth in your lies
After the poison you spread
You, are the reason my entire being bled
Day after dreaded day
My life was thrown away
Wasted due to all the tears
I have shed, these past years
Making me feel obligated to you
Well, honey this time you and I are through
Good bye tainted soul
I will control
My every tomorrow
Saying good-bye to the sorrow
You caused my heart
But, you could not tare me apart
Oh no
I forever glow
I will live my life happy
Without, you to torture me
This is my life, not yours to destroy
Adios- amigos, time for me to enjoy
The clear blue skies
Which are no longer flooded by the lies
That you have stated
Now my happiness has been created
I did it, for myself because I am strong
What you put me through, was wrong
You know it
Though, I must admit
That I no longer scream, an echoing scream
Begging for help, instead I found true happiness and am living the dream