Living hell

I was born a philosopher living as slave feeling like a rat trapped inside of a maze.surviving like and animal trying to fight may way out of a cage.In this hell bound hell bound world who am I going to call out to for help when everyone is use to the screams.Hell is a place humans now call home, hell is place where the devil is now free to roam The demon's which we use to live in fear off are now our mother's, father's, sister's, brother's even our lover's. The devil is now the god,father and the holy spirit, go head scream as much as you want know on can hear it.hell is my home now let me make it clear welcome to hell where the  dryness dry out my tears. I guess you can say it's a beautiful hell and a ugly heaven.Go ahead  Roll the dice i bet your six will never turn into a seven. I live in hell but dream of heaven,I once heard god offer my mother heaven she chose hell instead,god I wish I knew what was going on in her head.Will I ever get out of hell only time will tell welcome to earth were your life is a living hell