looking back.
Looking back,
When i look back it pains me to see,
This thing i called love,
That you couldn't be,
Always gone,
Excuses after excuses,
Somewhere else important to be,
Your very sacrifice,
Was always me,
It was us,
I stopped you having the life you had dreamed,
Well so it seemed,
While i was trying to live,
what i had dreamed,
To be loved,
To be a partner,
A mother,
A friend,
One day a wife,
It was you who was never there,
In the end,
Missing from our life,
And here i am,
With all the guilt,
This marriage flower,
Now dead in wilt,
The love the decade plus two i built,
The building upon its final tilt,
Destroyed,
Falling,
Fallen,
Failed,
A divorce decided,
Divided us,
To never try again,
Looking back it pains me now,
You never were my friend.
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Comments
Sore of hearts...flash on past pathetic days of life...compulsion for divorce,...indeed a tiresome picture...need to develop trust and confidence on someone else suit to your deserving mood....thank you,..xx Ravindra Kumar xx
Very true, thank you sweetheart, much love to you xoxo nardine xx
Hi Nardine, I have been through this myself and it really is a gut-wrenchingly painful experience, you have captured it so well, poetically, that it almost made me cry.........excellent write my friend.....tony xx
Thank you Tony, means alot to me that, this is understood, appreciate your loving compliments, comments sorry for the almost tears upon red, wish you well, my friend, love to you, nardine Sanderson xx
Good write, My vote
WILLIAMSJI
Thank you sir williamsji xx, much love and appreciation sir, nardine Sanderson xx