Lost

Lost in time, lost in this place. 
Lost so much stuff, I can't even look at my face.
Trying to maintain and keep my head held high.
Hoping I make a way before I die.
Don't wanna cry cause I know I'm strong.
But, sometimes I feel like its the same damn song.
Over and over playing in my head.
Making plans while I'm laying in this bed.
Over thinking and blaming myself.
Knowing damn well this not good for my health.
But I'm so lost and really have no clue.
I go to work but other than that I don't know what to do.
Feeling like I'm struggling but I could have it worst.
I may be broke but bills gotta come first.
Take care of responsibilities and everything that comes with it.
But believe when my big break come I'm gonna get it.
Lost, yea and feeling alone.
Constantly looking at my phone.
But for what no ones on the line.
I may be lost but I'm bout to shine.